hey guys, i know you probably don't want to hear about my problems but i need to vent.
A guy i've been in love with for 2 and a half years has just basicly ripped every happy cell out of my body. I gave him everything. My heart, my soul, my body, and my virginity.
last week he told me that he wanted to wait to date me until we could see each other more often, so he was gonna get his license. Then like three days ago he said he was gonna get it that evening. well i didn't get to talk to him for two days and last night he's all like "yeah, me and Sam hooked up." and i'm like "WTF?!!!" i feel pathetic and idiotic.
me and him talked for an hour and he explained why he decided to date her instead of me and the sad part is that i understand his reasonings. T~T i've always been second best to him and this is the second time he's done this kinda thing (choose someone else over me) and i cried myself to sleep and only slept two hours and cried all day today. this whole ideal is the reason i did this piece of art>>>>
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